Day 5

Today is a rest day for me.  A day where I challenge myself to not leave the house or drive.  I have to build these days into my week or I will crash and sleep for days.  I think I need to focus on routine.  

God, I pray for the will to commit to you and to routine for my health.  

This is the first time in 6 years that I want to write again.  And what has inspired me?  You, God.  Your call to faith that I have felt over these last 5 days and your hearing of my prayers.  Something is different this time.  I can feel it.  For the first time in my life, I have come to you, God, a broken person that is ready to heal.

I can feel my brain craving for prayer time. I am even tempted to take a walk to feel God's presence.   I don't walk much lately due to body pain but if I could pray and walk like I did during chemo, that might be good.  

God, I pray a prayer of commitment to you and promise to follow where you lead 🙏 

God has put so many great signs for me.  Suddenly there are Jesus billboards and I found a book on Christianity and it has a connection to Iona. The island i lived on all those years ago. The island where Saint Columba saved the book of kells. 

God has been trying to get my attention for years and for years. 

I didn't know how to pray.  How to humble myself enough to hear God.  I wasn't ready like I am now.  

I want to purchase some books and read them. God, I pray to you for my daily bread.  Money can help me to dive deeper and spread your word.  Money allows me to live my life's purpose. I no longer want to live in poverty but live in your shadow of a prosperous life where I am safe.